A child who needs guidance...

I have been a christian since 2006. Its been five years yet Im still a child who never matured. Im just thankful of the seeds the God has planted in my heart. Though I felt many questions in my life now, still His love remains in me. I might be in the dark now yet His love helps me to remember Him. 




Father God, I badly need you. Please enlighten my mind and help me to grow up. In Jesus' name. Amen

Lord HELP me..,

Lord, im tired for where I am now. lagi ako ang unang tinitingnan pag may mali sa shift ko, kahit madalas hindi ko alam kung anu ang dapat. pag kasalanan ng subordinates ko, ako ang unang sinisisi kahit di pa talaga nila alam ang tunay na dahilan. Lagi nauuna ang sisi sa akin bago muna nila intindihin ang mga pangyayari. laging kelangan ko mag isip for improvement.  Bukod pa sa walang pahinga. People may think Im strong, but honestly gusto ko na sumuko. Do people understand me that Im not yet ready for big responsibilities? My emotion is not yet strong, im just a neophyte in the industry yet people expects a lot from me.. changes changes changes that even to myself I am not able to do it. Then, may sakit pa ako. Am i killing myself?  Yet, I have to take the challenges coz I know as it is written on the bible "All things (good or bad / win or failure) God works for the good" - romans 8:28 - Lord, i trust in u. If this is your will, let your will be done.

I am graduating, Why I Worry?

Hi guys! Its been a long time since I posted my last post here. Anyway, less than three months from now I will graduate from college with a degree of Bachelor of Science in Industrial Engineering. Before this semester started, I was very worried about my future. I really don't know what will happen after school. My desire now is to work abroad and live there. But for sure I will miss my family. I want to go abroad because I feel I have something to do there or something to learn from there. And so I decided to apply for a job in abroad through internet. I also decided to prepare myself by reading any articles to be competitive, etc. However, I still felt not good. I was still very worried about my future. Hmmp... Before I knew my wants but then I didnt know what I would do in my life. I want to achieve my dreams. I want to build a house for my mother and for my aunt. I want to have my own family 10 years from now. and mostly, I want to be obedient to God.

Im just happy that God reminds me not to worry. I have read from the internet "Your job will not take care of you when you are sick but your family and friends will. Stay in touch to them." I said to myself Why I worry about my future? The only thing I have to do is to obey God and God will give you anything greater than your dreams. Preparing myself for my next step is not bad but to worry is not good.

My God, thank you for reminding me. Now, I am more interested to improve myself by obeying you, by being a responsible citizen, good friend, loving daughter, good niece, and a good sister. I am more preparing myself to be obedient.

I pray for my country

Dear God, next year would be the voting for the new officials of our country. Dear God help us to know those people who have a genuine heart to be a public servant. Help those people who are really sincere to improve our country. Help them to have courage and to speak out. Help us voters to vote wisely. Let us know the deserving people of our votes.

In your hands, Father God, I surrender my country.

In Jesus' name, Amen