The Promise

Since I become a christian, I have started to have faith of what He said which is written on the bible.. He promises us that He has plans for us.. and plans for our future.. plans to prosper us and not to harm us. In my 6 yrs walking in my faith, I am still holding that promise. I have experienced to cry, to get mad, become crazy, and become hopeless. But His words remain in my heart and in my mind that He promises me that He has plans for me... for my future... to be prospered.. but I wanna cry right now because I know in my heart that I am not a good follower.. I am undisciplined..




but I am thankful for His continuous love for me. I have many downfalls, yet His presence has been there ever since. He always reminds me that "hello Angel ,, Im here.. just talk to me". Im still blessed in so many ways, because of His love I remain HOPEFUL.. and will do again to be a good follower.. its hard actually.. coz I am really a sinner.. but Lord, whatever it is.. give me opportunities to follow you.. to show you my faith, my love and my appreciation of your kindness. Its me your daughter, crying out loud and would like to say I REPENT .. I HAVE LOTS OF SINS AGAINST YOU. You keep on loving me but there are times Im just ignoring it and there are also times that I become hopeless.. but thank you Lord for reminding me.. thank you for your Holy Spirit..


Sorry again for not being a good one..