Lord HELP me..,

Lord, im tired for where I am now. lagi ako ang unang tinitingnan pag may mali sa shift ko, kahit madalas hindi ko alam kung anu ang dapat. pag kasalanan ng subordinates ko, ako ang unang sinisisi kahit di pa talaga nila alam ang tunay na dahilan. Lagi nauuna ang sisi sa akin bago muna nila intindihin ang mga pangyayari. laging kelangan ko mag isip for improvement.  Bukod pa sa walang pahinga. People may think Im strong, but honestly gusto ko na sumuko. Do people understand me that Im not yet ready for big responsibilities? My emotion is not yet strong, im just a neophyte in the industry yet people expects a lot from me.. changes changes changes that even to myself I am not able to do it. Then, may sakit pa ako. Am i killing myself?  Yet, I have to take the challenges coz I know as it is written on the bible "All things (good or bad / win or failure) God works for the good" - romans 8:28 - Lord, i trust in u. If this is your will, let your will be done.